I didn’t want to write about our relationship ever since that feeling shade over our hearts as friends but anytime i sign into my facebook account and see your profile picture, i feel like having Angel as a friend on facebook, and it’s kind of blessing to me.
Flashing back to the beginning of this mysterious relationship, i could remember that faithful day when i was scrolling through my facebook wall and came across your name, i was like woow, who is this beautiful shining star glittering on my wall? without remembering the moment i sent you friend request, you were on top of my most contacted friends.
i could remember that faithful day of october 22, 2011 when you asked me ” can u tell me something small abt u?” do you remember that? i dont think you do because it has been 4 years down the line and there have been a lot we have discussed together from family to personal lives. That numerous sweet friendship messages i used to send you?? Lol.. It’s kind of taking you back. That day when you told me you were an old student of agogo state college?? When i used to call you Mama Africa??
As a fresh relationship, I never let a day go without sending you a cute message. You and I were like the dog and the bone. The dog never leave the bone so i never leave you a single day without saying hi. My presence on facebook was purposely to check on your reply messages.
Anytime i see your message it’s like receiving a divine message. The Biblical messages we used to share together? Hahaha… Over whelming compliments i used to send you? Having you was like the little boy who just had a new shoe for christmas.
That faithful night when you told me your relationship with your guy, to be frank, i was like oohh God!! How could i be so late in having this gorgeous lady as part of me?? Though friends in school thought you were my girlfriend, because you were the only girl i always chat on facebook whenever i am with my phone. ”I will call you myself” was the reply i received after requesting for your phone number.
Infact, i was like nervous when i received an unexpected call from you that hot afternoon whilst i was at work. I was so happy even though i was nervous. My feelings for you keep on growing every single day ever since we started chatting on facebook but couldn’t let you know because, i thought it was too early to let you know since you are already dating until that day when you turn my proposal down. That day was like tsunami has taken over my heart. I didn’t want to ever text you since that day, but i still can’t stand it when i see you online.
It has been a very long journey since 2011 in this our adventurous relationship. I always tell you, you are the best i ever had and i still stand by my words even as friends. Today, i don’t see us as the way we used to be but i think we have moved a further up from the beginning. Although i keep telling you how i feel for you ever since you told me that you are single, but you seem not to be bold to tell me your stand as at now. You are like a part of me that i can never let go. “i am not ready” is your usual statement for me but i don’t see it as rejection.
However, this piece is just to tell you how far our relationship has grown, if it were to be a cocoa farm we will by now be taking millions of cedis.. But seriously, i still mean what i told you except to tell me you are engaged to another man.
Even though we are friends but i want you to be aware that behind the scene, you are more than a friend..
Take care. Hope to hear positively from you… Hahaha